Pvt. Art Remembers

 A Feeling
Circa July 1944
Pvt. Art

We were in a mortar position among low rolling hills, hedgerows and trees in France when I remember 14 replacements showing up. We were all getting acquainted when everything seemed to get quiet. The war, as such, was not going on for us at the time. Things just seemed to get quieter than usual. All of the regulars dove in their holes apparently for no reason. I recall after I dove into my hole and about half way down, I thought to myself, "What am I doing this for?" At almost the same instant an enemy shell exploded and when the noise and debris quit, I believe three or four of the replacements were dead and the rest were wounded.

I thought about this quite a few times. When this thought occurred to me, I was half-way down into the hole. The thought hadn't fully occurred to me and I was already in motion within seconds. Amazing! I was becoming an animal. You were never fully asleep or fully relaxed. You were always, mentally at least, looking over your shoulder for something real or imagined. The only education you needed was being there, and the replacements didn't have that luxury yet.

Art Pranger
(1/18/98)